Think Positive

I remember not too long ago, I hated to open my eyes in the morning because I knew that life was going to bring me more pain. I hated life and everything about it and always found the negative in everything. I always lived in the problem and not in the solution, I found myself always settlling for mediocrity, never thinking I deserved more, and when I took a step forward in life, it was always followed by two steps backwards. My thinking was not that of an optimist nor was it of a positive nature. I was stuck in a vacuous container of filth, chasing what I thought was life but in reality, just chasing my tail.